Lost A Good Relationship or Never Had One?

Chapter 2
If You Lost A Good Relationship or Never Had One

This interview will help you identify the destructive wall of fantasy that sex addiction builds between you and a good relationship.

The Interview

Did your partner complain of being neglected?
|Yes| |No| |Sometimes|

Maybe you thought she was too needy, too dependent, not emotionally mature. Maybe to some degree you were right. But not completely.

If you were acting sexually addictive, it definitely caused you to neglect her.

Do you avoid people?
|Yes| |No| |Sometimes|

Sex addiction is easy. You can turn on the fantasy, get sexual satisfaction and stay in the house.

Some people never have a good relationship because they expect reality to be like fantasy. Be thankful it isn't. Because fantasy ends with a humiliating, degrading, depressing crash.

The real long-term, truly loving joys are with a real person in an honest, loving, committed relationship.

Were you using pornography and/or masturbating during the relationship?
|Yes| |No| |Sometimes|

When you lost that good relationship did you ever feel, "If I just had one more chance, maybe I could have saved it"?

Addictive masturbation/pornography deprived you of that extra chance because the energy you put into your addictions took you away from building a good relationship.

Did your partner say she didn't trust you?
|Yes| |No| |Sometimes|

I'll bet you lied to her about your sexually addictive behavior. That alone can cost you a good relationship. And it can keep you from ever having a good relationship.

Were you having sex with other people while you were in the relationship?
|Yes| |No| |Sometimes|

It doesn't matter if your partner knew you were cheating on her or didn't know. Your cheating hurt the relationship and probably destroyed it.

Were you more turned on to porn than you were to your partner?
|Yes| |No| |Sometimes|

This is covered in the Relationship and Sex Addiction Interview, in Chapter 1. As you will see, the same issues that hurt a relationship can eventually destroy it.

There are probably some more questions on your mind, such as:

I don't want to lose another good relationship. What can I do?

You need to change your approach to relationships. Also, the first thing to understand about sex addiction is that it is *symptom* not a cause.

Look at it this way, your problem is not sex addiction. Your problem is the way you approach relationships. Sex addiction is the result of your approach to intimacy.

The goal is *not* stop sexually addictive behavior. The goal is deal with your intimacy issues. Then as a result of achieving your goal, you'll be able to work on your sex addiction issues.

In other words, you're it's a two step progression:

Deal with intimacy issues.
Overcome sex addiction correctly.

One of the big reason people don't overcome sex addiction is they don't approach it correctly.

Make sure you use an approach that works.

I've never had a good relationship and I desperately want one. What do I do?

Someone who has never had a good relationship needs to discover why he avoids intimacy. Your problem is not your sexually addictive behavior. Your problem is fleeing from intimacy. Sex addiction is your method of fleeing.

I've tried to overcome sex addiction, I feel like it's impossible.

It's not impossible. Anyone can overcome sex addiction, if you're properly advised, you work hard and you're honest with your counselor.

To be honest, my primary sexual relationship right now is with masturbation/pornography. Is there any hope for me?

Of course there is.

My sex life has been almost exclusively with prostitutes. Can I ever have a good relationship?

Yes, you can. You might believe that because of your past no decent woman would want to be with you. You're mistaken. You can change and you can build a new life for yourself and develop a wonderful relationship.

Chapters 1 and 3 are addressed to people in relationships. Can they help me too?

Yes! They will show you what *not* to do and they will help you understand what the partner of a sexually addicted person goes through.

I've never met anyone more pessimistic than I am. I just can't believe I could overcome sex addiction.

Your pessimism is unfounded. Anyone can overcome sex addiction. It's like anything else in life, if you know what you're doing, work hard at it and stay honest about it, your chances of success are excellent.

Dear Joe,

Today is the 6-month anniversary of my girlfriend and I living together. That may seem like no more than a happy occurrence; however, to me it is an incredible event I once thought impossible.

I started masturbating in my early teens, as most kids do, exploring their changing bodies. In no time I was masturbating up to 15 times a day, maybe more.

Along with that, I rapidly developed a sexually-charged fantasy life, enhanced by porn. I continued with this behavior through my teens and I enhanced it with one-night stands with women and men.

I had no life, no real friends, no relationship beyond a few days. I just had my addictions and the sexual feeling that accompanied them.

The irony is that for a long while, I viewed my sexual behaviors as my only comfort in a cold and lonely world. In reality, they were the things that made my world a desolate place, but I was so deeply addicted I could not see it.

Now I am at a point in my life where I have overcome my addictions and I am in love with a wonderful woman who loves me in return. All my relationships are greatly improved.

Though I always hoped for this, many times I believed it would just not happen for me. If it were not for you and the incredible work you have done, I would not have this today. It's a horrible thing to want to get help but not have a place to turn. You provided me with that place.

You made it clear from the start that there were no easy answers, that it was hard work, but if I did the work you would guide me. You did not let me down.

I have truly gone from nothing to everything, thanks to your work and our collaboration.

Any addict with a shred of honesty knows the desolation and pain in their life. I am able to take pleasure now in really feeling things, instead of numbing myself to them. I can enjoy people instead of fear them. I could go on and on.

The words "thank you" don't seem like enough for what I've gotten from you. The proper words don't exist. Just know that you have made a profound difference in my life, and you will be my friend forever.

"Timothy"

(Real name withheld)

<--Prev

Now that you've finished the interview, this section will show you how to stop correctly.

Next -->

All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced in any form or by any electronic or mechanical means, including information storage and retrieval systems, without written permission from the publisher, except that portions may be used in broadcast or printed commentary or review when fully attributed to the author and publication by names.